Post by Zinroth on Jan 12, 2005 20:59:01 GMT -5
>_> This is a convo that me and a friend had. (Not listing names =P) It was basically because, the moment I walked in the door from school mummy's all "When are you going to do the kitchen?" and I felt like a freakin' servent. You'd think that she'd GIVE me a minute to dry off from the rain. And I had the most CRAPPYEST day EVER. But did she ask how it went? nooooooooo, she just cared about THE STUPID KITCHEN! So I told him about it and he says his is worse and compares his to mine and stuff and basically goes all.. rude-ish and annoys me more. I just wanted to YELL at him "STOP complaining about YOUR life for a change and actually listen to MINE."
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PS: The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one! is me. On my AIM i get to alias people and that's my alias. =P
(19:16:44) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I mean, I don't complain much, I don't think.
(19:16:49) --: no u dont
(19:16:55) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But everytime I do all he does is compare HIS to mine
(19:17:00) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And "how his is worse"
(19:17:15) --: what does he always complain about?
(19:17:26) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: For once, I just wish he'd SHUT THE CRAP UP ABOUT _HIS_ LIFE and just listen to MINE for once.
(19:17:30) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Everything.
(19:17:36) --: his is so good
(19:17:36) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Mainly what I am.
(19:17:54) --: he really has nothing to complain about
(19:17:57) --: about what u r?
(19:18:04) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Complaining over.
(19:18:16) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Most of it involves my parents abusing me. and stuff
(19:18:44) --: they do?
(19:19:45) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Yes.
(19:19:54) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But it's not a type of psysical abuse.
(19:19:59) --: oh ok
(19:20:00) --: good
(19:20:05) --: but how then?
(19:20:05) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's a type of mental and emotional abuse.
(19:20:18) --: why?
(19:20:22) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I don't know.
(19:20:30) --: what do they do?
(19:21:32) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My dad used to hit me. My real dad. He used to yell at everything I did, even if what I was doing was good, and was always trying to push me past my limits, even though he CLEARLY knew I was getting stressed and stuff like that.
(19:21:47) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: He used to point out all the negitives
(19:21:59) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My stepdad..
(19:22:04) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Well..
(19:22:15) --: that sucks
(19:22:55) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: He needs to spend LESS time on that darn computer of his and stop grounding me for the stupidest of things, and basically pouring negativity into my life.
(19:22:57) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Mummy..
(19:22:59) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Well.
(19:23:10) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I think she labors me.
(19:23:12) --: ooo...I'm sorry
(19:24:16) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's always "Ashley this" "Ashley that" "Ashley come wash my cloths" "Ashley come clean my desk" Just about ANYTHING you can think of, I end up doing.
(19:24:23) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And she claims she works
(19:24:31) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But all I see her doing is sitting on her lazy bum.
(19:25:05) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: SHE'S basically pouring negativity, too.
(19:25:18) --: that sucks
(19:25:32) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Not one _HUMAN_ in my house actually CARES about how I feel.
(19:25:44) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My cat does.
(19:26:02) --: awww...I'm so sorry
(19:26:13) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But you can't really expect a cat to talk to you and stuff..
(19:26:18) --: yeah
(19:26:43) --: I'd tell why my life used to suck but you realy want to talk about urs riht now instead...i didnt mean for that to sound rude
(19:26:48) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My parents wonder why i tried to kill myself one time.
(19:26:51) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's alright.
(19:27:02) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I just need someone to talk to.
(19:27:09) --: yah brb
(19:27:13) --: ill bbs
(19:31:36) --: back
(19:31:42) --: keep talking
(19:32:12) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Yeah.. they personally WONDER why I even tried.
(19:32:22) --: jeez...I can see y
(19:32:41) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And, eventually they'd even said they would try to stop.
(19:32:46) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But did they?
(19:32:53) --: ...I want to hit them
(19:33:00) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: No, I haven't seen one change in 8 months
(19:33:09) --: jeez...
(19:33:40) --: I really just want to hit them
(19:33:53) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I really want to do more than that.
(19:33:57) --: i bet
(19:34:33) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My real dad lives with my grandma.
(19:34:55) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I have not seen her, my cousins, or half my family because of him.
(19:35:01) --: wow...
(19:35:05) --: that sucks so bad
(19:35:12) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Yes, I hate my dad.
(19:35:28) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's why I wish he'd get in a car crash or something soon
(19:35:29) --: i dont hate my parents but i really hate w specific ppl
(19:35:34) --: w=2
(19:35:52) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: So that way he wouldn't BE there anymore.
(19:35:59) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And I could actually go DOWN there.
(19:36:04) --: yah
(19:36:42) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I think the only 2 people I truely LOVE in my family are my grandma and cousin.
(19:36:52) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Neither of which I haven't seen in about..
(19:36:53) --: wow...
(19:36:56) --: im sry
(19:36:58) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: 1.7 years.
(19:37:02) --: wow...
(19:37:16) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Maybe more.
(19:37:22) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I really miss them.
(19:37:23) --: thats horrible
(19:37:39) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Yeah..
(19:37:45) --: so horrible
(19:38:05) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: She can't come up here. She lives in austin, which is, like, 5 hours from where I live.
(19:38:16) --: ouch...
(19:38:18) --: that suck
(19:38:19) --: s
(19:38:21) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And I can't call her, because then i'd get my dad and..
(19:38:28) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: well
(19:38:35) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Let's just say it won't be pretty
(19:38:49) --: why would ur grandma not answer phone?
(19:39:03) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Daddy always answers first.
(19:39:04) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's like
(19:39:06) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: He's got
(19:39:08) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Super phone speed
(19:39:11) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: or something
(19:39:14) --: lol...but not lol
(19:39:18) --: at thesame time
(19:39:45) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: yeah.. I know.
(19:39:55) --: I always answer the phone
(19:39:57) --: lol
(19:40:17) --: idk y
(19:40:19) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's like.. we're always living in fear.
(19:40:30) --: man...thats so horrible
(19:40:38) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Because we all think my dad is going to drive up here, break into the house and kidnap me.
(19:40:44) --: really?
(19:40:47) --: O.
(19:40:49) --: O.O*
(19:40:56) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And my dad won't let my stepdad adopt me.
(19:41:05) --: jeez...
(19:41:28) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Which adds to the fear, because, if mum dies, I go to my "lethal dad"
(19:41:39) --: oh man...that sucks
*Hugs her cards*>_> The only REAL family I have now are my cards.. and my cat..
Editted for content, space, and user's name blanked out.
PS: The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one! is me. On my AIM i get to alias people and that's my alias. =P
(19:16:44) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I mean, I don't complain much, I don't think.
(19:16:49) --: no u dont
(19:16:55) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But everytime I do all he does is compare HIS to mine
(19:17:00) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And "how his is worse"
(19:17:15) --: what does he always complain about?
(19:17:26) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: For once, I just wish he'd SHUT THE CRAP UP ABOUT _HIS_ LIFE and just listen to MINE for once.
(19:17:30) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Everything.
(19:17:36) --: his is so good
(19:17:36) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Mainly what I am.
(19:17:54) --: he really has nothing to complain about
(19:17:57) --: about what u r?
(19:18:04) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Complaining over.
(19:18:16) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Most of it involves my parents abusing me. and stuff
(19:18:44) --: they do?
(19:19:45) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Yes.
(19:19:54) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But it's not a type of psysical abuse.
(19:19:59) --: oh ok
(19:20:00) --: good
(19:20:05) --: but how then?
(19:20:05) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's a type of mental and emotional abuse.
(19:20:18) --: why?
(19:20:22) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I don't know.
(19:20:30) --: what do they do?
(19:21:32) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My dad used to hit me. My real dad. He used to yell at everything I did, even if what I was doing was good, and was always trying to push me past my limits, even though he CLEARLY knew I was getting stressed and stuff like that.
(19:21:47) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: He used to point out all the negitives
(19:21:59) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My stepdad..
(19:22:04) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Well..
(19:22:15) --: that sucks
(19:22:55) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: He needs to spend LESS time on that darn computer of his and stop grounding me for the stupidest of things, and basically pouring negativity into my life.
(19:22:57) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Mummy..
(19:22:59) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Well.
(19:23:10) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I think she labors me.
(19:23:12) --: ooo...I'm sorry
(19:24:16) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's always "Ashley this" "Ashley that" "Ashley come wash my cloths" "Ashley come clean my desk" Just about ANYTHING you can think of, I end up doing.
(19:24:23) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And she claims she works
(19:24:31) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But all I see her doing is sitting on her lazy bum.
(19:25:05) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: SHE'S basically pouring negativity, too.
(19:25:18) --: that sucks
(19:25:32) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Not one _HUMAN_ in my house actually CARES about how I feel.
(19:25:44) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My cat does.
(19:26:02) --: awww...I'm so sorry
(19:26:13) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But you can't really expect a cat to talk to you and stuff..
(19:26:18) --: yeah
(19:26:43) --: I'd tell why my life used to suck but you realy want to talk about urs riht now instead...i didnt mean for that to sound rude
(19:26:48) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My parents wonder why i tried to kill myself one time.
(19:26:51) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's alright.
(19:27:02) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I just need someone to talk to.
(19:27:09) --: yah brb
(19:27:13) --: ill bbs
(19:31:36) --: back
(19:31:42) --: keep talking
(19:32:12) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Yeah.. they personally WONDER why I even tried.
(19:32:22) --: jeez...I can see y
(19:32:41) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And, eventually they'd even said they would try to stop.
(19:32:46) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: But did they?
(19:32:53) --: ...I want to hit them
(19:33:00) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: No, I haven't seen one change in 8 months
(19:33:09) --: jeez...
(19:33:40) --: I really just want to hit them
(19:33:53) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I really want to do more than that.
(19:33:57) --: i bet
(19:34:33) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: My real dad lives with my grandma.
(19:34:55) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I have not seen her, my cousins, or half my family because of him.
(19:35:01) --: wow...
(19:35:05) --: that sucks so bad
(19:35:12) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Yes, I hate my dad.
(19:35:28) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's why I wish he'd get in a car crash or something soon
(19:35:29) --: i dont hate my parents but i really hate w specific ppl
(19:35:34) --: w=2
(19:35:52) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: So that way he wouldn't BE there anymore.
(19:35:59) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And I could actually go DOWN there.
(19:36:04) --: yah
(19:36:42) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I think the only 2 people I truely LOVE in my family are my grandma and cousin.
(19:36:52) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Neither of which I haven't seen in about..
(19:36:53) --: wow...
(19:36:56) --: im sry
(19:36:58) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: 1.7 years.
(19:37:02) --: wow...
(19:37:16) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Maybe more.
(19:37:22) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: I really miss them.
(19:37:23) --: thats horrible
(19:37:39) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Yeah..
(19:37:45) --: so horrible
(19:38:05) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: She can't come up here. She lives in austin, which is, like, 5 hours from where I live.
(19:38:16) --: ouch...
(19:38:18) --: that suck
(19:38:19) --: s
(19:38:21) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And I can't call her, because then i'd get my dad and..
(19:38:28) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: well
(19:38:35) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Let's just say it won't be pretty
(19:38:49) --: why would ur grandma not answer phone?
(19:39:03) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Daddy always answers first.
(19:39:04) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's like
(19:39:06) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: He's got
(19:39:08) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Super phone speed
(19:39:11) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: or something
(19:39:14) --: lol...but not lol
(19:39:18) --: at thesame time
(19:39:45) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: yeah.. I know.
(19:39:55) --: I always answer the phone
(19:39:57) --: lol
(19:40:17) --: idk y
(19:40:19) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: It's like.. we're always living in fear.
(19:40:30) --: man...thats so horrible
(19:40:38) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Because we all think my dad is going to drive up here, break into the house and kidnap me.
(19:40:44) --: really?
(19:40:47) --: O.
(19:40:49) --: O.O*
(19:40:56) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: And my dad won't let my stepdad adopt me.
(19:41:05) --: jeez...
(19:41:28) The Seal of Orichalcos loves no one!: Which adds to the fear, because, if mum dies, I go to my "lethal dad"
(19:41:39) --: oh man...that sucks
*Hugs her cards*>_> The only REAL family I have now are my cards.. and my cat..